tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-147811912024-03-19T06:10:21.364-06:00Who Is Jacklyn Hyde?Who am I? Good question! Let's figure that out, shall we?CatNFiddlehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06072959489145228883noreply@blogger.comBlogger90125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14781191.post-83706161663878894082008-12-31T14:08:00.000-07:002008-12-31T14:09:08.564-07:00My 2009 GoalsAs I've explained in previous entries, I have found that making resolutions for the New Year is just begging me to get mad at myself by mid-February. A couple of years ago, I was given the idea of making a list of goals and seeing if I can live up to them. Here's what I have for 2009:<br /><br />1. Finish at least three pieces of writing in at least two different genres. I can write. It’s the finishing the writing that can kill me! It’s time to follow through with my work a lot more carefully. Also, I want to make sure I don’t get lost in one form of writing and forget that I can do poetry as well as prose.<br />2. Spend time actually talking with my husband rather than sitting side-by-side on our respective laptops. Right now, half of our conversations revolve around what we’re reading on Columbus Underground. This could stand some improvement.<br />3. Get to know my students as more than data on my computer. This wouldn’t be difficult in a lot of classrooms, but I don’t get to meet a majority of my kids in person. Almost everything I get is through the phone or email. I have to find ways to make them three-dimensional; the way I hope they view me.<br />4. Get my blood pressure / pulse rate under control. I’ll need a lot of outside help with this, but right now I’m scared about what’s happening with my health. This needs to be fixed or I will be useless to the people around me.<br />5. Sing in public again. Sadly, one of the downsides of last year’s goals was that my Opera Columbus audition rendered me terrified of being heard. Let me qualify this. I’m not afraid of singing at the top of my lungs in a crowd, but being singled out by a solo or (heaven forbid) a microphone is plain scary. Time to deal with this. Any song suggestions?<br />6. Take at least one trip by myself. It’s been so long since I’ve traveled alone. Well, I have the whole summer to myself as my salary has been spread out over the entire year. I need a ME vacation like the kind Laurali takes (I was always a little jealous of her ability to do so).<br />7. Improve my cooking skills. In particular, I need to improve my knife skills. My amazing stepmother-in-law (we’ll call her Smom) has offered to take me in for a week and get me completely comfy in the kitchen. I love this lady to death and will probably take her up on it.<br />8. Be able to walk a 5K by the end of 2009. Considering Goal 3, I have to be a little careful with this one until my heart issues are handled. However, my mother walks this amount every day and has similar issues AND two replaced knees. Considering how much weight she’s lost, I have to look to her for inspiration.<br />9. Host at least two “girls nights”. That’s right. I actually have some good gal pals. It’s time to be as good as them as they have been to me. I wish I could throw a big bash for everyone who made 2008 a great year for me, but there’s not a lot of room, which leads me to…<br />10. Find a new home for the Rockhubby and myself. No, I have no intentions of leaving Columbus. I like it here! However, our place is not only too small to entertain our friends, it’s also on the wrong side of town from his new office. We’re not ready to buy anything yet, but renting something roomy in a new neighborhood sounds like a good plan to me!CatNFiddlehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06072959489145228883noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14781191.post-20778807568069743102008-12-28T16:02:00.000-07:002008-12-28T16:03:47.419-07:002008 Goals ListInstead of making a bunch of resolutions that I'll never keep, the last two years have been a list of ten goals I hope to attain in the New Year. This was a list of the top ten goals I set for myself at the beginning of this year. Well, it's only a few more days until 2009 so it's time to see how I did...<br /><strong><br /></strong><a name="cutid1"></a><strong>1. Audition for Opera Columbus. </strong>This I managed. I bombed it, but I showed up and made an attempt.<strong> </strong> Notice that I didn't pledge to <em>get in</em> to the company, just try out for it.<strong><br /><br />2. Write a little every day. </strong>It wasn't always much more than a little journal writing, but I followed through with this one. I've even completed a couple of creative pieces.<strong><br /><br />3. Get at least two interviews for a full time teaching job. </strong>This year I landed more than two with an actual job offer, so this one is definitely an attained goal.<strong><br /><br />4. Pay at least a third off my credit card. </strong>Ack, not so much with this one. I had planned to use a third of my salary for this but Rockhubby's temporary unemployment at the end of the year put this on hold.<strong><br /><br />5. Get some quality time with my niece. </strong> I only was able to see the little one once this year, but I had a ball with her during that weekend. It depends on your definition of quality.<br /><br /><strong>6. Write a will. </strong>Didn't get to this one at all. Mostly we didn't feel like we had anything to save.<strong><br /><br />7. Take better care of Pandora. </strong>She isn't thrilled with the "care" she's getting, but she's getting healthier.<strong><br /><br />8. Cook with my husband. </strong> I still hate knives. I still hate cooking. However, I did a decent amount of prep work this year. My stepmother in law has offered to have me stay with her for a week to learn the basics and get some decent knife skills so I don't constant feel like I'm about to draw my own blood.<strong><br /><br />9. Restart my training schedule. </strong>This I did until my health forced me to stop, so I'll put this in the yes category. I'm hoping to go back once I know what's going on.<strong><br /><br />10. Go out with friends at least one night a month. </strong>This is definitely happening now that I've gotten off my butt and have made a bunch of new friends and acquaintances. There's empty whining that I don't get out and then there's doing something about it.<br /><br /><strong>How did I do?</strong> 7.5 by my reasoning (I give half points on the "quality time" since it was largely out of my control). That isn't too bad! I'll have to come with a whole new list for 2009 next week.CatNFiddlehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06072959489145228883noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14781191.post-64690908530793393282008-12-01T19:06:00.001-07:002008-12-01T19:06:24.125-07:00Catching up* My students have kept me on my toes. One had a bad house fire and had no electricity as of last week. Another's family cannot afford their cable or phone bills and hasn't been reachable to discuss the school covering their internet tab. Yet another is currently homeless. Not sure when I have time to actually educate them.<br /> * Thanksgiving weekend was cool as hell with the Rockhubby's family. Dinner was great and the side visit to the Newseum was an adventure all of its own. His stepmother Elyse is an amazing hostess and a killer cook. She has invited me to come out on my own this summer for an immersion in practical cooking. I just felt terrible for Elyse's daughter (my stepsister-in-law) who got stuck in the middle of horrible DRAMA with her father's family. It was ugly.<br /> * I love train rides. I could have done without the 2 1/2 hour delay on the way home that got us home at 5:30am today. Most of the morning found me still feeling like I was on the train with all the shakiness.<br /> * Pandora survived a stay with the vet. I requested they give her a "sanitary grooming". What a shock to find out they gave the poor cat a Brazilian butt wax. No wonder she was in a bad mood!<br /> * It's looking like we will be back to the DINK lifestyle within a few weeks. Details will be forthcoming as I have them!CatNFiddlehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06072959489145228883noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14781191.post-88751452392628418342008-11-08T12:47:00.001-07:002008-11-08T12:50:56.725-07:00Down but not out writing-wiseGot the news from my friend Kit that my play didn't make the final cut for production at Madlab, but that it was damn close. After an initial teensy wave of "CRAPITY CRAP" (but not that nice), I realized that if I made it this far after not writing an original play in fifteen years, I can do better next time. This is what I'm supposed to be doing with my creative energy. Just like my brother is writing screenplays, his wife is <a href="http://www.etsy.com/shop.php?user_id=6298755">making amazing jewelry</a> and my childhood friend Rich is... well, he's writing in every genre but Italian sonnet (but he probably could). I've always loved writing plays!<br /><br />Now, what do I write about next? I have an idea based on my own marriage called "Rocket Science", but I would need a LOT of help from the Rockhubby for the technical jargon I'd want to write into the script. Otherwise it would come off as lame as the Professor on Gilligan's Island. I wonder how many playwrights try to tackle relationships, astrophysics and farting in the bedroom in one script?CatNFiddlehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06072959489145228883noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14781191.post-19494541189482686502008-11-03T15:09:00.002-07:002008-11-03T15:26:20.832-07:00QuestionaireWelcome to the new 2008 edition of getting to know your family and friends. Here is what you are supposed to do, and try not to be lame and spoil the fun. Change all the answers so that they apply to you. Have fun and be truthful!<br /><br />1. What is your occupation right now?<br /> Title I teacher at an online charter school.<br /><br /><br />2. What color are your socks right now?<br /> I'm barefoot at the moment until I'm ready to go to the gym.<br /><br /><br />3. What are you listening to right now?<br /> Judge Judy because Rockhubby has it on.<br /><br /><br />4. What was the last thing that you ate?<br /> Really good chicken stir-fry courtesy of Rockhubby<br /><br /><br />5. Can you drive a stick shift?<br /> Not very well and not in traffic.<br /><br /><br />6. Last person you spoke to on the phone?<br /> My mother to find out about Dad's broken ankle.<br /><br /><br />7. Do you like the person who sent this to you?<br /> Laurali is a lovely gal, what's not to like?<br /><br />8. How old are you today?<br /> 36<br /><br /><br />9. What is your favorite sport to watch on TV?<br /> Hockey<br /><br /><br />10. What is your favorite drink?<br /> Red table wine<br /><br /><br />11. Have you ever et iced teadyed your hair?<br /> Never heard of this before<br /><br /><br />12. Favorite food?<br /> Gnocchi bolognese, which I rarely get to eat<br /><br />13. What is the last movie you watched?<br /> I have no idea, to be honest.<br /> <br />14. Favorite day of the year?<br /> New Year's Eve. It's a fun time of year<br /><br />15. How do you vent anger?<br /> Venting if I can, writing if I cannot<br /><br /><br />16. What was your favorite toy as a child?<br /> A plush Big Bird<br /><br /><br />17. What is your favorite season?<br /> Autumn<br /><br /><br />18. Cherries or Blueberries?<br /> Neither, to be honest<br /><br />19. When was the last time you cried?<br /> When I got an email from a student thanking me for being her favorite teacher.<br /><br /><br />20. What is on the floor of your closet?<br /> Sweaters that have fallen on the floor, a couple of boxes<br /><br /><br />21. What did you do last night<br /> Went to a beer tasting in Athens, OH and out to dinner with friends.<br /><br /><br />22. What are you most afraid of?<br /> Being broke.<br /><br />23. Plain, cheese, or spicy hamburgers?<br /> Cheese burger<br /><br /><br />24. Favorite dog breed?<br /> Sheepdog or clever mutt<br /><br />25. Favorite day of the week?<br /> Thursdays because of the anticipation of Friday<br /><br /><br />26. How many states have you lived in?<br /> Two<br /><br /><br />28. Diamonds or pearls?<br /> Diamonds with opals<br /><br /><br />29. What is your favorite flower?<br /> Carnations.CatNFiddlehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06072959489145228883noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14781191.post-20881047445097388732008-09-20T16:49:00.002-06:002008-09-20T16:51:12.965-06:00Hurricanes in the Midwest?!?In case you didn't hear it, we were whacked with hurricane force winds here on Sunday that took out power across the state, although we were absolutely fine the whole time. Repairs were further delays because most of Ohio's emergency electricians were deployed to Texas. Friday was my first day with full school capacity, but many of my students are still unable to use their phones or computers. We're hoping the governor will add an extra week of "contingency" days onto the state school year.CatNFiddlehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06072959489145228883noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14781191.post-64592991625233122102008-09-15T19:07:00.002-06:002008-09-15T19:10:44.948-06:00Feeling mischievous<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhajvWmpK9-gstvK5FThUx9V6YhPi1DxZztOX6OevovHaxnhRvz1ubo0aAsrMsE6uhiY7PMHrqLrmI9WCykaSTT2_M-vRFHKdUgwKGVxFbGlZ7MpIGB9K5y391Ogz4SsW10H9Sg/s1600-h/rabbs-longwood.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhajvWmpK9-gstvK5FThUx9V6YhPi1DxZztOX6OevovHaxnhRvz1ubo0aAsrMsE6uhiY7PMHrqLrmI9WCykaSTT2_M-vRFHKdUgwKGVxFbGlZ7MpIGB9K5y391Ogz4SsW10H9Sg/s320/rabbs-longwood.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5246420292761251826" border="0" /></a>CatNFiddlehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06072959489145228883noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14781191.post-59161765515729246452008-09-02T13:38:00.002-06:002008-09-02T13:42:50.823-06:00Lumpy Mama (but healthy Mama)Mom called me last night sounding dreadful. "I found a lump in my left breast."<br /><br />My family is known for being on the dramatic side, but I could tell she wasn't just drawing out a story. She has been doing a fantastic job losing weight and exercising, but something had felt odd as she swung her arms back and forth during her daily walk. She found the lump in the shower yesterday morning and immediately called her OB-GYN, who was out of the office for the holiday. Mom apparently went into a tailspin all day, crying and sleeping, but unable to eat or drink anything besides water.<br /><br />My reaction to this story? "Hey, isn't it great that you didn't just dive into the refrigerator? This weight loss plan is really working! Now, about the lump, remember you've had these before and you were fine?" It's true. She's had several fibroid tumors removed from both her breasts with no problem.<br /><br />"That was almost ten years ago. What if this one is different? Why can't I get in touch with the doctor? Maybe I should just camp out in front of the office door in the morning."<br /><br />I sighed and went into full crisis aversion mode. "Mom, Dr. S will be there in the morning and will absolutely juggle her schedule for you because it's an emergency. In the meantime, you need to let this go for a few hours and try to relax. Keep repeating to yourself that there's nothing you can do about it right now. If you wake up in the middle of the night, repeat that as a mantra and you'll bore yourself back to sleep. "<br /><br />"I've done nothing but sleep all day. Sleeping, that I <span _fcktemp="1"></span>can do." I could hear a little lifting of her mood over the phone.<br /><br />"Good. In the meantime, send me some recipes if it'll help pass the time. I can't figure out anything to cook that I <span _fcktemp="1"></span>won't ruin. How do you NOT <span _fcktemp="1"></span>overcook chicken?"<br /><br />We talked on other topics for a good half hour until I was certain that she could function, and then excused myself so Rockhubby and I could walk to a friend's house for a cookout. When I called to check on her before bed, Dad answered the phone. Apparently he had been unable to comfort or calm Mom all day, and she was happily playing solitaire and watching television after my conversation with her.<br /><br />Wow. I guess I owed her one after all the times she talked me down from the rafters.<br /><br />The best part is that Dad called me in the morning. Definitely just the usual fibroid cyst, so the panic is over as quickly as it started. He thanked me again for all my help. I was so surprised, I didn't know what to say.<br /><br />Crisis averted, Mom still lumpy but not sick, daughter could use a gin and tonic in an hour.CatNFiddlehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06072959489145228883noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14781191.post-84798374398470131362008-08-12T11:18:00.001-06:002008-08-12T11:19:49.240-06:00It's official!I can finally make this public. I will be teaching full time by the end of the month! The Electronic Classroom of Tomorrow, aka ECOT, has called me in for all the HR paperwork and training my heart can desire. In addition, they have scheduled someone to come out and set up my own Internet work line.<br /><br />Right now, the hubby and I are having some conflicting ideas of where I'll set up shop in the house. He thinks I'll be fine in the living room since the strongest wireless connection is there. I think that's a terrible idea because I can't sit comfortably and work in there and would prefer to neaten up the office, which is currently more of a book repository (our combined library is more than our shelf space). We'll see how this pans out when the cable guy comes out on the weekend.<br /><br />Migod, even after a full month of pretty much knowing I had this job in hand, it's still so crazy knowing that I was one of the lucky people to land a full-time teaching job. It's even crazier that I'll be telecommuting instead of driving halfway across the county as I have been for the past three years. I'm hoping to put my first paycheck towards that bicycle I had been eyeing this summer. If I'm not going to be running around a "brick and mortar" classroom, I'm going to need a reason to stay in shape.<br /><br />BTW, I will be blogging about my school experiences, but that will be in my <span style="font-style: italic;">super secret journal</span> that allows me to make entries private for friends. Let me know if you're actually interested in reading, and I'll send the link!CatNFiddlehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06072959489145228883noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14781191.post-26558788750651379832008-08-07T11:05:00.000-06:002008-08-07T11:06:35.179-06:00RIP LaptopUnless my second opinion from The Laptop Guy yields an ability to repair a fried motherboard for under $300, I may offer to sell what's left (including a new hard drive) for scrap. Crudbunnies. According to my first opinion, I had neglected to unplug it during a lightning strike or some other power surge, and the whole thing went to hell one system at a time. I don't totally trust that first opinion, which explains why I'm getting a second one.<br /><br />It's been an interesting week. Rockmaster hubby is still playing with bats all night and stumbling to bed between 3 and 4 am. I've been trying to amuse myself during the evenings, including taking myself out to dinner last night for amazing green pizza (The Hulk from Bono TO GO) and the most decadent nutella crepe I could imagine. The sugar high kept me going well through The Daily Show.<br /><br />To be honest, I'm enjoying the opportunity to explore The Town of Cow on my own. I like going out and hanging with the guys over a beer, or just sitting with a book over a plate of something yummy.CatNFiddlehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06072959489145228883noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14781191.post-11435613109475673392008-08-04T10:33:00.001-06:002008-08-04T10:34:51.629-06:00Good deed by the drama queenA quick word of advice. If you're scheduled to give blood in the morning, make sure to get a good night's sleep as well as a good breakfast with PLENTY of fluids. I kinda screwed this up on Saturday and almost took a nice belly flop trying to get to my cookie and juice. Thankfully, another donor saw me start to swoon and got someone over to help me to a cot. It was a little embarrassing having to lie down right at the entrance while swathed in cold towels. Apparently I sweat like a maniac when my blood pressure crashes.<br /><br />Ah well, at least I didn't hoard my spare pint. Just need to be a little smarter about it.CatNFiddlehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06072959489145228883noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14781191.post-30863053904129647532008-07-25T09:36:00.003-06:002008-07-25T09:37:21.103-06:00Doing well!My laptop is repaired after the hard drive completely fried itself. I blame the summer heat. Now, the hubby and I are disagreeing on setting up things. He wants me to be able to run it as a thin client on our fileserver (which was built from the bones of my old desktop). I want to use my computer independently but back it up on the fileserver in case disaster once again strikes. Considering I didn't know what a thin client was until a few months ago, he probably has logic on his side. Hey, as long as I can take it to Stauf's or Luck Brothers and work over a cup of coffee and a pastry, I'll be happy.<br /><br />Retook a technology test this morning for one of the schools thinking of hiring me. I think I passed, although I'm really rusty on PowerPoint. If that goes well, I should be okay for work this fall. The trick will then be to at least tithe onto Mastercard that which is Mastercard. Since we're now talking about taking advantage of the buyer's market and looking for a house in the next year, I should make sure our credit isn't wrecked.<br /><br />The odd thing is, I'm enjoying this. It took me a long time, but it's fun to be an adult. Being married is pretty good too, even the nights when I'm on the couch to avoid the snoring upstairs.CatNFiddlehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06072959489145228883noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14781191.post-33927464320783405302008-07-18T14:24:00.000-06:002008-07-18T14:25:29.718-06:00Grampa's feeling betterI'm assuming he is, because he apparently went out on a date a couple of nights ago. I'd call to ask how it went, but I don't want to embarrass him too much. Considering this was his first FIRST date in seventy years, I'm sure it was a little nerve-wracking for him.<br /><br />Must admit, I was surprised when my dad told me about it. Grampa swore he was never going to date and would live the rest of his years on his own. I'm glad he decided against this. He's a good looking man who acts at least fifteen years younger than his age, he has most of his original teeth, can still drive at night and can ballroom dance like a champ (I could barely keep up with him at my wedding reception). Hell, I would consider signing him up for an AARP edition of The Bachelor!<br /><br />I'm really, really happy that he isn't relying solely on my parents for company. I really, REALLY hope the lady he's seeing has good hearing, so every other word in the conversation isn't,<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size:180%;">WHAT???</span></div>CatNFiddlehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06072959489145228883noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14781191.post-35893090382240641422008-07-16T11:34:00.001-06:002008-07-16T11:34:57.407-06:00My new addictionhttp://www.etiquettehell.com/<br /><br />Deliciously horrific tales of dunderheads.CatNFiddlehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06072959489145228883noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14781191.post-12938449466634867952008-07-15T11:57:00.001-06:002008-07-15T11:59:11.072-06:00Faceache and other annoyancesWell, yesterday was my first day back to work without prescription painkillers since my wisdom teeth were yanked. I was hurting so much, my ears started to ache and pop. Stupid me left for the office without bringing any Advil with me. Thankfully, one of the new accountants had four left, so I'm gulped them down as I typed. Today, I'm back home and back on the Tylenol with codeine.<br /><br />Rockmaster hubby went on one of his purchasing benders and came home from Target with a flat screen television. I was NOT happy because I wasn't consulted or even warned (he had just gone out for some generic pharmacy stuff) until I tripped over the box in the kitchen. While I can understand why he picked it up (we had HD cable with a crap screen, the set was on sale, it was the last one), I was upset that he didn't call me with this plan. We probably would have argued a bit but then I would've given in, but I was out of the loop. He finally realized that I was sincerely upset, not about the television (which I might figure out how to use in a month) but about the lack of discussion. He apologized profusely, especially since I threatened to leave all the sets in the house tuned in to "I Love Money" if he does this again.<br /><br />Once I've signed a contract with a school and once he's secure in his current job or elsewhere, I'll breathe a lot easier. We'll be able to live the DINK (duel-income, no kids) lifestyle at that point, and I won't mind an impulse purchase near as much. Fortunately, we still have plenty of savings so I can buy a bicycle soon.CatNFiddlehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06072959489145228883noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14781191.post-56292868341608332002008-07-10T17:45:00.001-06:002008-07-10T17:46:37.494-06:00Wisdom-lessTeaching interview was yesterday, wisdom teeth removal was today. Both went surprisingly better than expected. I'll post more details when I'm feeling a little more with it.CatNFiddlehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06072959489145228883noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14781191.post-7817093747115839392008-06-26T08:08:00.001-06:002008-06-26T08:10:10.776-06:00A Challenge!The Challenge:<br />- Post 3 things you've done in your lifetime that you don't think anybody else on your friends list has done.<br />- See if anybody else responds with "I've done that." If they have, you need to add another! (2.b., 2.c., etc...)<br />- Have your friends cut & paste this into their journal to see what unique things they've done in their life.<br /><br /> 1. I ran away with the circus for a weekend. It's a long story, but I got to pet a lion and my friend did NOT elope with the dog trainer, so it had a happy ending.<br /> 2. I rode a zipline course through a rainforest in Alaska. It was breathtaking, even when I got stuck and had to pull myself about twelve feet.<br /> 3. I modeled a t-shirt for a Famous Amos Cookies ad. I was in fourth grade and kept complaining that the cookies had raisins in them.CatNFiddlehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06072959489145228883noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14781191.post-30579755963133036492008-06-24T19:26:00.001-06:002008-06-24T19:28:42.893-06:00Two years? Wow...Well, today is our second wedding anniversary. I'm honestly glad to say that it hasn't been easy, but it's been a partnership in progress. There were times that we were absolutely miserable and staring at each other like we were total strangers. However, I always make it top priority to make sure neither went to sleep mad at each other. It seems to do the trick. Every night, we talk through what's been bothering us about the day. It smooths things over so I don't sit up at night wondering what's wrong.<br /><br />One of the downsides of marrying later in life is that we're a bit jaded. The last two years have been reteaching ourselves and each other to stop reacting as if we're still in the relationships that didn't work. This has not been easy because we've had some doozy exes, but it's worth it to look to the other side of the couch and know my decision was a wise one.<br /><br />At least we're comfortable enough with each other that we went out for Mexican food and didn't hold back on eating the beans.CatNFiddlehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06072959489145228883noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14781191.post-84736673131608035972008-06-22T09:21:00.001-06:002008-06-22T09:21:29.296-06:00Buzz buzzThe Rockmaster hubby and I wound up at Cafe Brioso from 6-11 last night for a Barista Jam. Tons of amazing lattes as well as demonstrations of how to use their espresso equipment, all for $5 (proceeds went to a charity purchasing bicycles for Rwandan citizens). I made a fairly decent espresso using the standard equipment and the guidance of a Cleveland barista named Wiggles. The hubby played with the pump machine that intimidated even the experienced baristas who had never seen one before (we heard it could possibly explode if used wrong).<br /><br />The actual Jam was a latte foam decoration competition, with each entrant making three huge lattes and making designs using only the milk pour (no help from toothpicks or whatnot). The surprise winner was a guy from Grove City, beating out local favorite Chester from Luck Brothers. I slucked down his winning latte (SOMEONE had to drink these things once they were made) and can vouch that it was delicious as well as beautiful.<br /><br />The only problem was that I was still wide awake until about 3:30 am and the cat STILL woke me up at 6. I should have dragged the hubby to the Tip Top with everyone else for the after party. A small amount of whiskey and conversation might have taken the edge off the coffee jitters.CatNFiddlehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06072959489145228883noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14781191.post-13436772228070098362008-05-24T11:43:00.002-06:002008-05-24T11:43:57.215-06:00The bane of Columbus living.<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjjJjkRR4Re2IJqfrgaGd4hLROtVPVJNwm-5iug9gxMAwb4eA9f7jcMshXQWVzbTqCbMRsaIxhNZtsGM3_Q_XHAdChdEMJNYH1uO1gh_7zlDRR6g1aDpTPH36Q6233JoDPjpsAn/s1600-h/BoredKitty.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjjJjkRR4Re2IJqfrgaGd4hLROtVPVJNwm-5iug9gxMAwb4eA9f7jcMshXQWVzbTqCbMRsaIxhNZtsGM3_Q_XHAdChdEMJNYH1uO1gh_7zlDRR6g1aDpTPH36Q6233JoDPjpsAn/s320/BoredKitty.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5204001496634830066" border="0" /></a>CatNFiddlehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06072959489145228883noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14781191.post-84593072451849817242008-05-03T12:13:00.000-06:002008-05-03T12:14:33.282-06:00Reading Lists!Taking a page from a Live Journal friend, here's a list from LibraryThing of 106 most read books. These are my results. Bold titles I've read, * titles I own but have not read, and Italicized titles I've begun but not finished. It definitely gives me some plans for summer reading!<br /><br />Jonathan Strange and Mr Norrell * (got it for my birthday but it's too big to carry to school)<br />Anna Karenina<br />Crime and Punishment<br />Catch-22<br />One Hundred Years of Solitude<br /><b>Wuthering Heights</b><br />The Silmarillion*<br />Life of Pi<br />The Name of the Rose<br />Don Quixote<br /><i>Moby Dick</i><br />Ulysses<br /><b>Madame Bovary</b><br /><b>The Odyssey<br />Pride and Prejudice<br />Jane Eyre<br />The Tale of Two Cities</b><br />The Brothers Karamazov<br />Guns, Germs, and Steel: the fates of human societies<br />War and Peace<br />Vanity Fair<br />The Time Traveler’s Wife<br /><b>The Iliad</b><br />Emma<br />The Blind Assassin<br /><b>The Kite Runner<br />Mrs. Dalloway<br />Great Expectations</b><br />American Gods<br />A Heartbreaking Work of Staggering Genius<br /><i>Atlas Shrugged </i>(I got through the first chapter and loathed it)<br />Reading Lolita in Tehran : a memoir in books<br />Memoirs of a Geisha<br />Middlesex<br />Quicksilver<br /><b>Wicked : the life and times of the wicked witch of the West<br />The Canterbury Tales</b> (I even read the parts not assigned in class)<br />The Historian : a novel<br />A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man<br />Love in the Time of Cholera<br /><i>Brave New World</i><br />The Fountainhead<br />Foucault’s Pendulum<br />Middlemarch<br /><b>Frankenstein</b><br />The Count of Monte Cristo<br /><b>Dracula</b><br /><i>A Clockwork Orange</i><br />Anansi Boys<br /><i>The Once and Future King</i><br />The Grapes of Wrath<br />The Poisonwood Bible : a novel<br /><b>1984</b><br />Angels and Demons<br /><i>The Inferno (and Purgatory and Paradise)</i><br />The Satanic Verses<br /><b>Sense and Sensibility</b><br />The Picture of Dorian Gray<br /><i>Mansfield Park</i><br /><b>One Flew Over the Cuckoo’s Nest<br />To the Lighthouse<br />Tess of the D’Urbervilles</b><br />Oliver Twist<br />Gulliver’s Travels<br />Les Misérables<br />The Corrections <i><br />The Amazing Adventures of Kavalier and Clay </i>(I should get this out of my car)<br /><b>The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-Time</b><br />Dune<br />The Prince<br />The Sound and the Fury<br />Angela’s Ashes : a memoir<br />The God of Small Things<br />A People’s History of the United States : 1492-present<br />Cryptonomicon<br />Neverwhere<br />A Confederacy of Dunces<br />A Short History of Nearly Everything<br />Dubliners<b><br />The Unbearable Lightness of Being</b><br />Beloved<br /><b>Slaughterhouse-Five</b><br /><b>The Scarlet Letter</b><br />Eats, Shoots & Leaves<br />The Mists of Avalon*<br />Oryx and Crake : a novel<br />Collapse : how societies choose to fail or succeed<br />Cloud Atlas<br />The Confusion<br />Lolita<br />Persuasion<br />Northanger Abbey<br /><b>The Catcher in the Rye</b><br />On the Road<br />The Hunchback of Notre Dame<br /><b>Freakonomics : a rogue economist explores the hidden side of everything<br />Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance : an inquiry into values</b><br />The Aeneid<br />Watership Down<br />Gravity’s Rainbow<br />The Hobbit<br />In Cold Blood : a true account of a multiple murder and its consequences<br />White Teeth<br /><b>Treasure Island</b><br />David Copperfield<br />The Three MusketeersCatNFiddlehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06072959489145228883noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14781191.post-50054738347917788872008-04-18T07:44:00.000-06:002008-04-18T07:46:54.988-06:00Earthquake?!?I was woken up at around 6:40 this morning to the bed lightly shaking. I thought it was the cat, but Pandora was downstairs. Turns out a 5.2 earthquake all the way in Illinois made it all the way to Columbus. Pros slept through it, heavy sleeper that he is, but BOY was he excited by the news of the tremor.CatNFiddlehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06072959489145228883noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14781191.post-22468468885553160892008-04-06T14:03:00.001-06:002008-04-06T14:05:56.766-06:00Once Upon a Time, Part 1<span style="font-style: italic;">This is a story that popped into my head sideways. I'll be posting what I have a little at a time in the hopes that I'll decide where to take it next.<br /><br /></span>We were twelve, my sister Emily and I. It was early August, and the heat draped on our skin with beads of sweat and mud. We were too young to go to the cotillions with Mother and too old to throw dirt clods with the neighborhood kids, so we stuck together for company. This was okay, since Mother taught us that we’d been born together, so we might as well stick together. The neighborhood kids also couldn’t get over that we were two girls that looked exactly alike, so they tended to be a little distant with us.<br /><br />I could never understand how anyone could mistake the two of us. As far as I was concerned, Emily was the pretty one. She had a pretty that came from deep inside her and radiated across her face. Mother said that she was graceful, but to me, that was what made Emily pretty. I was the one with my nose in a volume of Grimm Brothers or Hans Christian Andersen. It didn’t make me “the smart one”, just the one who looked for mermaids in the lake and fairies in the trees. Emily didn’t laugh for making her search with me, but maybe that’s because there was nothing in our reality that was as much fun as my fantasies. Mother never questioned my attachment to these stories because she knew Daddy used to read them to us. Emily would fall asleep after the first page, but I would stay awake, begging for the next chapter. Daddy left one night while we were sleeping, but he gave me his books and Emily his watch and wedding band before he closed our door for the last time.<br /><br />Emily sat underneath the tree I was trying to climb. She had picked Black-Eyed Susans on our walk to the lake and was braiding their stems into a wreath. She barely needed to touch the flowers; they arranged themselves because Emily wanted them that way. That was part of her grace making everything pretty like her. My hands were quickly blistered from the effort of the climb up the sharp bark, and I was thankful I’d worn jeans instead of short, or my knees would have bled into the wood.<br /><br />The image of giving my blood to the tree suddenly caught in my mind. “Hey, if I pricked my finger and fed three drops to the tree, do you think the dryad in it would wake up?”<br /><br />“Dryad? I can’t remember, what’s that?” Emily looked up at me, but her fingers continued to lure the flowers into place.<br /><br />“Dryads are forest nymphs, kind of like fairies. I read about them in Daddy’s Bullfinch’s Mythology.” I scrambled to a thick branch to catch my breath. “They can turn into trees when they want to hide from satyrs chasing them. Satyrs are half man, half goat, I think.”<br /><br />I watched her turn this thought in her head. “Wow, I’d run from them too, I’d bet.” Her hands slowed. “Do they have goat’s heads or legs?”<br /><br />“They have human heads and chests, but from the waist down is all goat, so they run really fast. Nymphs can run too, but dryads can turn themselves into trees so they don’t have to run.”<br /><br />“That’s clever of them.” She held the completed wreath between her slender fingers. “This would be a perfect crown for a dryad, wouldn’t it?”<br /><br />I nodded, “It would, but only as long as you didn’t pick the flowers from the trees they’re hiding in. It would be like pulling off one of their fingers.”<br /><br />“Eeew, Sarah!”<br /><br />“It’s true.” I tried to bring the exact story to the front of my head. “A woman picked a flower from a tree that was really a dryad in hiding. The dryad was so mad that she turned the woman into a tree and wouldn’t turn her back.”<br /><br />Emily’s forehead creased in a frown. “That isn’t fair. Did the tree have a sign that said, ‘Warning: Dryad’? I’m sure the woman didn’t mean to hurt anyone.”<br /><br />I shrugged and ran my hands along the bark. “I didn’t make up the story. It’s the way things were. It just doesn’t happen as often now that it isn’t ‘once upon a time’.”<br /><br />“Is that why people don’t believe the stories as much as they used to? Because ‘once upon a time’ was so long ago?” She looked up at me while placing the wreath on her own head.<br /><br />“Once upon a time was probably a much better time for the dryads, the satyrs and everyone else.”<br /><span style="font-style: italic;"><br /></span>CatNFiddlehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06072959489145228883noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14781191.post-38501015431170553932008-04-03T18:50:00.004-06:002008-04-04T11:10:26.114-06:00Me To You (an older poem of mine)You are to me the full moon,<br />Sometimes shrouded in clouds<br />Only around once in a while.<br />But when you are here with me,<br />You are clear and bright<br />Illuminating the right path<br />With just a touch of lunacy.<br /><br /> What, then, am I to you?<br /><br />You are to me the exotic,<br />The combination of the Orient<br />With its grace and rhythm<br />And Italy’s brilliant colors.<br />I can count the many trips<br />Your heart takes between them.<br />I watch but dare not follow.<br /><br /> What, then, am I to you?<br /><br />Am I the innocent child<br />Who amuses you for a while?<br />Or maybe the wide-eyed student<br />You wish to fill with wisdom?<br />Calm and patience flow from you<br />While I am so coltish and wild.<br />There is little I can offer<br />There is less you can use.<br /><br />You are to me a sorrow,<br />A dream I can never have.<br />Only a shadow of what jewels<br />Lie outside my weak grasp.<br />You are so tantalizing.<br />You keep so distant<br />As we stand under the full moon.<br /><br /> What, then, could I ever be to you?CatNFiddlehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06072959489145228883noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14781191.post-59048002319592257142008-04-02T14:03:00.003-06:002008-04-02T14:09:06.199-06:00A Book Review (of sorts)Reclaiming Icarus: Reading <span style="font-style: italic;">The Boy Who Fell Out of the Sky</span><br /><br />I had never heard of David Dornstein until days after his death. It was Mr. Stefanisko, my 11th grade history teacher, who gave this person life and death in my mind. It was the last class of the day, shortly before Winter Break, when Mr. Stefanisko came into the room. His beefy face was damp and his eyes were unnaturally puffy and red.<br /><br />After a few moments of catching his breath, he spoke. “I am assuming everyone in this classroom has paid enough attention to current events to know about the explosion of Pan Am Flight 103.” We all nodded, but our teacher stared beyond us all. “The school has just received the news that David Dornstein, one of my very best students, was on that flight. He was flying home from Israel, and he apparently had a copy of his first novel with him, the only copy.” Mr. Stefanisko’s voice broke with the last of his control, and he sobbed openly in front of the room. I sat in the front row, close enough to touch him, but I sat still in my seat, taking in the current event that was the explosion of an airplane over Lockerbie, Scotland, and giving it a name. It was then that I realized that this David Dornstein must have been Ken Dornstein’s brother.<br /><br />Ken Dornstein graduated from my high school just as I moved to CHS to start my sophomore year, but my parents were teachers at the school and had given me copies of Ken’s work from the school newspaper. His final piece comparing writing the perfect college essay to eating frog’s legs was a study in pretzel logic. My grief in hearing about the older brother was the thought that he may have been as brilliant a writer as the younger one.<br /><br />These were the thoughts that went through my mind when I found Ken Dornstein’s <span style="font-style: italic;">The Boy Who Fell Out of the Sky</span> on the shelf at Barnes and Noble. I quickly made the purchase, ran home and flew through the first section. The emotional recall that Ken was able to bring from himself pulled out that memory of Mr. Stefanisko breaking down in class, and I left the book on my shelf for over a year.<br /><br />This was a mistake.<br /><br />There are many lessons to be learned in this memoir of two intertwined brothers. From the stoic standpoint of a writer, this is a brilliantly researched and faithfully written piece of nonfiction. Every quote made in the book is substantiated by an immediate source, most often David’s own fanatical journal writing. Ken makes much in early sections about how David wrote about his predictions of an early death in an air accident. This unsettling but almost romantic image is tempered by the remembrance that David’s predictions coincided with the death of a beloved local celebrity in a skydiving accident. The link is substantiated in David’s journals, and Ken is able to move forward in his research rather than being bogged down in the tragedy.<br /><br />Ken’s connection to own his grief and his obsessive need to “find” his brother lead the surviving brother to start “The David Project”, where he spent years reading through David’s journals and interviewing those who had any kind of influence on David’s life. Through a chance encounter on a train, Ken became reacquainted with Kathyrn, David’s college girlfriend. This meeting would lead to a complicated relationship that runs parallel to “The David Project”. Ken’s mixed feelings of love for Kathryn and guilt for stealing her away from a brother who could not claim her made for a story equally compelling as his emotions regarding the truths he continued to uncover about that brother.<br /><br />Simply put, there was no novel.<br /><br />This truth was one that had me run to the phone to call my parents. Did Mr. Stefanisko read this book? Did he know that “The Tragic Twist” reported about his star student was an unfounded myth? Sadly, they let me know my favorite history teacher is in a nursing home with dementia and probably would not even remember that David, Ken or I ever existed. Mr. Stefanisko had always had a touch of madness to his teaching persona, so this did not surprise me.<br /><br />The madness of the teacher may also explain his emotion connection to his student. While Ken moved through David’s journals, he was able to piece together a story of a mentally tortured older brother he did not know. David suffered as he felt an artist should, but his writing did not grow as he thought it would. The elder brother’s mental health devolved over time, which the younger brother traced back to a possible molestation in David’s childhood. In this passage from David’s journal, he realized that he needed professional help:<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">YOU NEED TO STOP WRITING IN THIS NOTEBOOK, DAVID… Your life is not the biography of your life that you imagine. You can’t live a book. You can only live a life and if you’re lucky on day you will write the book of your life. But it needs to be done in that order…</span><br /><br />Ken continued to research and write David’s life while living his own. He graduated from Brown in his brother’s footsteps and moved to California, then to Boston, where he moved in with Kathryn. His search for remnants of David took Ken to Lockerbie, The Hague and Israel, where he spent time with Rina, David’s last love before he boarded Pan Am 103. What Ken found was the real tragedy in David’s life was not his shocking death, but that he left Israel and Rina behind.<br /><br />I emailed Ken Dornstein shortly after reading <span style="font-style: italic;">The Boy Who Fell Out of the Sky</span>:<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">When your book about David came out, I bought it immediately, but it took much time for me to get past that first chapter. I picked it up again on Monday and dealt with people asking what was making me tear up, then giggle. For me, it answered the biggest question about the Dornstein Family: would Ken keep writing after he left CHS?</span><br /><br />Within a few days, Ken wrote back, remembering my family and our high school teacher:<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Thanks so much for this thoughtful, sweet message. Just thinking of Mr Stefanisko being hit with that awful news creates such a sad scene in my mind. I'm glad you got some amusement from the book, among all of the bittersweet parts of it--most people don't know it's okay to laugh in some spots because of the gravity of the topic. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">I'll do my best to keep writing, although my day job keeps me quite busy.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">All the best,</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Ken</span><br /><br />Ken is definitely busy. Aside from being a Senior Editor and Producer for Frontline, he and Kathryn married and have two children. Neither are named for their late uncle.CatNFiddlehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06072959489145228883noreply@blogger.com0